egocentric

having little or no regard for interests, beliefs, or attitudes other than one's own

this is so often my initial response.  disgusting.   it is being revealed to me increasingly more often.  i have a feeling the next year will bring even further opportunities for me to find evidence of my depravity.  


it isn't and shouldn't be about me.  i repeat to myself.


while i should rejoice in the pleasures of others, my heart sunk to the floor in disappointment.


as i become rooted in who i am, my role. i am learning to accept, and love. in a new way.  processing bumps in my path without losing my identity.


may the "perfectly proper princess" be as much true on the inside as she desires to be on the outside.


internal struggle.